They were her weakness. She could lay with him here for hours if she wanted to. Lena. Okay. Yeah, you are! Kara nods, elbowing her. I will stay out of your way. So what did you do?, Cried a lot, Kara smiles, able to laugh at herself now. Although, it really wasnt a plan. When he rebelled against me, it was the worst pain of my life. Yes, I am. At that moment, Karas eyes open wide and she gasps for air. Too little is left in her body, most of it a puddle surrounding them. No, Kara pleads. No, no. If ever threatened, she would make the villain pay, the risk of death accompanying her promise. And what is that?. She finds it around a bend, just out of sight from the others and shadowed enough for privacy. Lena, I was a villain. Alex and Ruby still keep in touch and she told me everything. And if you dont mind, I need some advice., Kara raises her eyebrows at her, her mouth opening to begin a story she doesnt even know how to start. I was not aware the lab was going to be having visitors. Eve glances at Lena for direction. Marsdin nods, stepping forward and making her way further into the DEO. Alex catches her sisters eye and smiles wider, giving her a thumbs up. But Lena did retain enough to know what he was trying to say. What she wouldnt give to indulge in this fantasy. Suddenly, the Fortress is silent. She steps back, looking down at the smiling blonde boy sitting heavily on the cement. She turns to place it in the box and when it drops, it misses and hits the side, rolling beneath the bed. She can feel them breaking all over again, bending and twisting in the wrong directions. Kara, you need to go, Alex gasps, clutching her sisters suit collar in her fist to try and stifle the pain. Right, yes. But if he were here, I think that would make it worse., When he first came back, and I saw him and his wife with each other, it made every day I had to spend with him a living hell. Her arms wrap around her sister as tight as she can muster, her muscles aching. She couldn't get any bruises that would alert them of anything. What? She glances at her quickly checking for a remark but Lena remains silent. The helicopter swings by and Lex snags the ladder, lifting off into the sky to safety. Alex puts a hand on his arm and shoves him in the direction Kara went. This was the first place he went to. He pouts but still advances. Kara pulls out a notepad, snags a pen from a file, then grabs Lenas phone and taps in her password. Deflecting Lexs calls to get work done, getting caught up with her business new future with this fresh universe. He looks down, picking his words. We will get you back to the Legion. He crouches slightly, looking at Kara just over the top. Its more than just me and Lena, you know., Or course. She looks into his eyes. Kara pulls away, placing both hands on his massive chest. The yellow sun glows behind them, a halo. Someone who had come out just to be with her. Until he had reread their text messages, the handwritten notes Kara had given him, looked at the pictures of them together, his pain subsided enough to where it was bearable. I couldnt give a fuck if anyone knew! Hey, she whispers, finally smiling. I dont have an answer for you., Karas eyes narrow, then she breaks. But were not, are we? She takes Karas hands and pulls her off the stool, leading her over to the couch. Slowly, Alex puts the pieces together. Dont give me the hope that you can be good.. Look at me like you know me. That is mine for falling too hard and too fast., She covers his hand with hers, shaking her head. Relatives, friends, loved ones were all gone. He did the same thing when Russel first went missing. You need to be there for him, both of you. Oh, Kara mumbles, seeing her leak. But the people you care about most dont. Her hug and touch feel the same as when she was a little girl, even though she is now taller and larger than her mother. Only that it made them feel good to be around each other. And I already know the answer you are going to give me. He takes a step in and breathes the smell of their old home. Kara scoffs, not believing him. He was always there. And Im not asking you to forgive her. Her identity will be on display for the whole city. And just when her lips sense the warmth of his skin, he turns his head so she gives him a soft peck on the cheek. Areas of the park had large formations of rock that climbed into the sky, but most of it was the rolling hills of sand dunes. But be warned, careless villain. Because I hated you. Kara flinches. She had shot Supergirl. Lena glances over at her, watching her face tighten and brow furrow. As much as I missed you, I also missed myself., She thinks for a moment, watching him play the role of desperate so well. A brilliant light explodes from the barrel of the gun, tearing into Kara. Im sorry I didnt tell you sooner. He doesnt dare speak, he cant trust what might come out of his mouth. Which was alarming to him. Im sorry. She told me she was fine. The wood around them is sawed viciously, beginning to crumble. We have you bandaged up and sun lamps are healing you, but you still have the Kryptonite in your system so it will take a while for that to pass. Her tone wasnt apologetic, it was rehearsed. Because the love of my life left me. Let me tell her. He says it as if he wants Karas approval. Who? He asks, uneasily. You. Her jaw clenched, teeth ground, hands became tight fists, and eyes narrowed and glowed a brilliant yellow. But you, you Kara Zor-El," Lena leaned up to peck Kara on the nose, "You pulled me from the waters and saved me, time and time again. His eyes close and his head tilts back into complete darkness. Has he contacted you at all?, Lena watches her with a puzzled expression. It was societal rule over physical capability. It was an actual message with coordinates and everything. She would soon be coming home to him in a week, but until then she had given Mon-El a strict order; Alex had just broken up with Maggie, and Kara needed to know that she was going to be okay while she was gone. Karas head snaps to the girl, watching as her eyes grow wide and her face falls. Kelly, or someone else but then the scene flips and it shows a familiar face. Youre not mad?, Why would I be mad? The one person she didnt trust enough to hold it. Each one she uncovers, more tears fall. Im lying to you. She had never thought shed see him again. With William, he made her real. Alex shakes as she tries to force air into her stubborn lungs. When she doesnt get an answer, she looks over at her sister, fuming. Girlfriend Kate says, drawing out the word and letting it sit. It had felt so long since he saw a view this simple. Lena sniffs, wiping her nose and pulling her face away from Karas shoulder. She deserved any horrible thing that came her way from this point forward. But the main reason I talked myself through it was that he was so much smarter than me. She will be on her own. This was torture. Kara lifts her head and stares at her sister in desperation. Thats all, she grumbles. Documents and graphs she hasnt touched in weeks are expired or overdue. Laying in a bed is Kara, sitting up drowsily, she gives her friend a lazy smile. It is only her. I know it must be difficult, allowing a Daxamite on your planet., Not at all, Alura coos. Alex looks away from her scope, ready to pack up the rifle as soon as she sees the doppel begin to fall. All the children who looked up to her, everyone who looked up to her, would be devastated. Do you believe she still loves me? When she arrives, she has to take a moment to figure out a clear spot to land. You may have a safe city, the friends, the family. Waiting. James shakes his head at her, knowing what she is thinking. True, Kara is the best shot they have. She stayed at Catco, she says quietly, closing the magazine and dragging her fingers across the cover. Too much could paint you as pitiful, and too little might make you look aggressive. Why did I have to be your friend, why did I have to help you?, Lenas eyes widen, not knowing how to answer. I cant do that. Yeah, I know that, but Kara got shot. Brainy! Well, why dont you? But she does know that going against Kara would create an even bigger problem. Kara watches their interaction, her pulse quickening at the sense of something horrible about to happen. I know you did. So what do I do? she asks, afraid of his answer. But their grief would have to wait until this new enemy was extinguished. You will remain Director and you wont step down. She turns to Kara. All her strength is gone, and she goes weak in his grasp. None of it was real. He brings the collar up to his nose and breathes, infusing him with her smell. An empty warehouse. Alex exits the DEO, inhaling the crisp night air of National City. Alex rushes over to her side, holding her down. She could wake up at any minute.. When Kara returned to create the broadcast I spoke with her, too.. As a reporter and a hero, you fix things. I love you! He makes the selfless sacrifice to fulfill his role as a Legionnaire and return back with Imra. Ive never known Lex Luthor to work for anyone but himself, Kara challenges, raising an eyebrow. Through a series of trials and errors she befriends a night fury whom she names Toothless. Kate saw Bruces lack of trust and chose to be better than him. Hes right. Lena is frozen. If you forgive her, which I know will be the hardest thing youll have to do after everything shes done, maybe you can get your sister back., Kate smiles at her sadly, a tear rolling down her cheek. I wouldnt be Mr. Mxyzptlk if I told you, now would I? He lifts this one out of the box and gazes down at it, dragging his fingers along Karas messy cheek. You know James Olsen, the Guardian?, Kate nods. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. And for the longest time, you were proving me right. Just as long as we get to dig into your past., Kara looks away from her, gathering her thoughts and emotions into a tidied story she can tell. But this was too heavy and personal for her. Lenas gaze flips to Alexs concerned face. I had the gun ready, loaded, could feel the weight of it in my hands. Pain that after all their years of friendship, Lena had never fully trusted her. Run! Alex shouts, urging her sister forward. And I know, I forgave you for that, but now Im scared. Alex chuckles sorrowfully, looking up to stop the tears. She reaches down and holds his hand. Help me!. Kara turns back to him and Nia slinks away back into the Tower. They cant. Alexs team stands around the roundtable, finishing up their final work as the day comes to a close. All of it., Damage control, Kate repeats. Hope, Ms. Danvers. she could write a paper on anything. God, and when I was just turning Luthorcorp to L-Corp and I made that stupid alien-detection device, Kara Danvers made me feel horrible about it, even though I thought it was the right thing to do. His grin is contagious and when Kara returns it, he backs away, rounding the corner back into the DEO. They have a child, she whispers, continuing to stare at the screen even when it flicks off. And if Im able to ask some in return.. If we did then yes, I used my method. Whenever youre ready, she says, leaning over the island toward him, stopping inches from his face. Im sorry, Kara. A small circle of greens veins sprouts between Karas eyes and she winces, touching her fingers to the spot. She got them away from the cameras. I am making them better, Lena says, more softly. I cant, he says quietly, staring at Karas face, wondering what she would want him to do. And the saddest part was, Lena had believed it too. Ultimately they get back together at the end of the musical crossover. Isnt that the desert? He asks, remembering when Kara took him there to remind him of his planet. Were talking about a woman who can make broken look beautiful and strong look invincible. She knew it was a soft spot. She nods into his shoulder and they step away holding each others hand. Lenas breath hitches. One of the wheels was missing, so Supergirl lays on the dusty cushions at an awkward angle. She remembers when he brought it home to show her they carry food in small tubes. She hadnt spoken with Lena since everything went down, didnt know where they stood together. Alex tilts her head, her brow furrowing. He catches her faraway look at the mention of the award. And even better that she still cant tell Alex who she really is, not with Haley still breathing down her neck. But that wastheres no escaping itthat was Kara. I get it. She sent me to check in with you. All of the glowing green that had been in the dart is now gone, flowing through Supergirls bloodstream. He only lets go of her hand when they arrive at her door. They will need to work as one to help Lena. And the Kryptonite still wedged in her chest doesnt help her. Im here for you., Lena glances around the office at all the eyes watching them. His hands rest on her hips, tracing her sides up and down. Are you going to bring me in?, No, Kara says, putting her hands down at her sides. I dont know yet. No doubt struggling with me not being with him, but I put him in charge of Alex so I hope that can get his mind off it., Clark frowns, rocking with Jonathon. Misses Alex, the bar, Jonn. But the physical pain of the Kryptonite coursing through her veins distracted her from the pain of her heart breaking into pieces. Now, can we please go?. Every mark you saw, every scar, ever wound, was from him. 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